Possible
by Rivermaya

Posible kayang labanan
Ang agos ng paghamon.
Mabuwal at madapa man
Sabay tayong aahon.

Posible kayang mabura
Ang alinlangan sa sarili.
Ang tapang sa loob makikita.
Taglay mo ang dugong bayani

Sulong, laban, 'wag uurong.
Pakinggan sa 'yong puso
Ang sigaw na dati'y bulong.

Posible!Posible kayang matikmantamis
Ng gintong mi-nimithi.
Sa kagat ng bawat laban
Magtatagumpay kang muli.

Posible.
Basta Pilipino.
Posible.

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Very inspiring song indeed.  Sure na mananalo na ang Pilipinas.  This song really give me the bumps...I've watched the opening ceremony of the 2005 SEA games.  The performance of the dancer and RC with the Philharmonic orchestra was great.  Rivermaya also given their best.  Go for the gold! 

The Impossible Dream

To dream ... the impossible dream ...
To fight ... the unbeatable foe ...
To bear ... with unbearable sorrow ...
To run ... where the brave dare not go ...
To right ... the unrightable wrong ...
To love ... pure and chaste from afar ...
To try ... when your arms are too weary ...
To reach ... the unreachable star ...

This is my quest, to follow that star ...
No matter how hopeless, no matter how far ...
To fight for the right, without question or pause ...
To be willing to march into Hell, for a Heavenly cause ...

And I know if I'll only be true, to this glorious quest,
That my heart will lie will lie peaceful and calm,
when I'm laid to my rest ...
And the world will be better for this:
That one man, scorned and covered with scars,
Still strove, with his last ounce of courage,
To reach ... the unreachable star ...

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I just want to share it with you people.  This song made me realized that there is still hope.  It encourage me to strive more to pursue my dreams.  Just believe in yourself. 

Eventhough we face many problems in life, there is still a way for us to figure things up.   

Don't let anyone ruin your life.  Don't let anyone dictate everything for yourself.  Don't let anyone step on your face.   Don't be left behind.  Speak what your heart wants to say.  Just follow your heart.

Everytime I strum a string
I satisfy my urge to play
A blissful song that made me sing
That always keep my heart to stay

Wala lng akong magawa.  Naisipan kong gumawa ng poem.  Maikli pero nakakatuwa kasi nakagawa ako ng poem.  I am not used to make one kasi eh.   After a long time of not playing my guitar, i decided to play again. I am trying to find my funk in playing my guitar just like the old days.  

If you would ask me if I really love music,  I do.  Who doesn't love music?  I would die if I don't play or even hear music for a day.  My body lives with music.  MUSIC is my LIFE! 

Many have been wondering why up to now I don't have any special someone in my life.  Are you gay? not. Just yesterday, while i was at the tambayan, my friend and my meimei asked if I have or ever had any mahal yet.  I answered honestly that I don't have yet.  Just "plings."  I don't know whats in her head why did she asked me that question.  Maybe because of boredom that surrounds us.  I would also like to ask her that question but i never did.  I NEVER had any serious relationship yet.  It is not a big deal for me.  I guess I am the only one left behind. 

Honestly, I am afraid to have one.  Duwag na kung duwag pero yun ang totoo.  I am afraid of commitments.  Yes, I would classify that as a commitment.  You have to commit with her in everything that you do.  You will provide most of your time for her.  Sa panliligaw pa lang oras na ang katapat mo.  You will have to do everything to have that perfect relationship.  Kahit na alam kong wala namang perfect na relasyon.  

Most likely, i am afraid of rejections.  Kasi feeling ko pag di ka niya napapansin it means ayaw ka niya.  "You are not my type!" kung baga.  Mahirap naman talagang pagpilitan ang iyong sarili sa isang taong ayaw naman talaga sayo.  You will only make yourself a fool.  I can do everything just to be a fool but to be fool for someone that doesn't even notice you, i doubt.  I don't want to be with someone that doesn't accept me for what i am. Text ka nga ng text sa kanya tapos hindi naman nagrereply.  Sayang lang sa load...

One thing is on my mind.  I have lots of friends that makes me happy.  Masaya na ako dun.  Marami na ang may gusto kung ano ako at kung ano ang kayang kong gawin.  As long as I have friends to be with, happy na ako.  And as long as marami pa ang nagmamahal sa akin masaya pa rin ako.  I don't have to have one just to be someone. 

There is a time for everything.  Siguro ngayon hindi pa siya para sa akin.  Hindi naman ako nagmamadali.  Darating din tayo dyan.  Mahaba pa ang panahon. 

For the past few months, I commited myself doing blogs on my own.  Since I started making this blog, I never really made an entry that was really appreciated by many.  Maybe because of my lousy thought.  I know you would say that I have low self-esteem pertaining to writing; actually you're right.  I had this discussion with my past entry.  By the way, thanks for the support that some of you had given me.  It made me whole.  But by the time goes by,  this self-esteem just fades away. 

I told myself that I would update regularly.  Coz' of my hectic schedule in school I don't have the time to even make a scribbles of my thoughts.  Another problem: were back to dial-ups!  i really hate that..  

The big question is...
Should I still continue this?