Wish I was here....



I officially announced that it is SUMMER TIME!!!
Mainit na kasi! Sarap mag-PUERTO or even mag-BORA!!!!
Sarap magpantasya...

(Maaaring walang kwenta ang nakasulat dito pero para sa akin buhay ko'to)

"Nak, ang swerte mo! Di kami nagkamali sa'yo!"
Ito ang mga salitang aking binitawan sa aking anak sa MICRO na kasalukuyang babad sa alak.  
 
Masasabing kong hindi ako nahirapan masyado sa pag-aapply ko sa MICRO.  Di naman kami frat na pisikal ang sakitan.  Sa amin kasi mentally ang laban.  Pahihirapan ka ng todo halos maiyak ka sa hirap.  Yun ang sabi ng karamihan sa sumali.  Pero ako syempre di ako umiyak pero balak ko na nun mag-quit.  Ang mga pahirap naman sa amin ay yung tipong utos-utos lang kung saan-saan.  Mga kagaguhan nung umpisa pero paglaon ng panahon na aapreciate namin yung mga utos na yun.  Napalakas ang aking loob sa maraming bagay na mahirap ipaliwanag.  Na di ko rin makakalimutan sa aking buhay.  

"We are not looking for the best!  We make them!"  Sikat na kataga ng aming organisasyon.  Maraming aspeto ang nabago sa akin.  Naging malakas ang loob ko sa bagay-bagay.  As in kumapalkapal ang mukha ko.  Sikat din sa amin ang tanong na "Ano kayo Diyos?"  Sasagot naman ang isa sa amin.  "OO, bakit!"  Hay saya talaga...Di ako nagkamali sa pagsali.  I will absolutely treasure every moment of my college life because of MICRO.

Nahihiya akong ipakita ang nararamdaman ko sa maraming tao dahil tahimik naman talaga akong tao.  Mahilig mag-isa at mahilig mag-isip-isip sa mga bagay-bagay na maaaring mangyari.  Kung baga madalas inuunahan ko na ang pag-isip bago pa man mangyari. 

Gusto mo malaman kung ano ang nasa isip ko ngayon?  Naasar.  Nalilito.  Nagagalit na hindi ko maintindihan.  Basta ang gulo!

The night was fun.  A couple of hours or so was a fun yet very revealing beer session with my orgmates.  'Twas a good feeling to be having so much fun after a long nights without proper sleep.  Of course up to now, I still don't want to sleep.  Maybe because the effect was a blast.  I'm a bit tipsy while I'm writing this entry.  So sorry for my wrong grammar ang spelling if there is.  I hope for the best. 

There were lots of things on my mind right now.  I can't explain why.  There were many revelations I found out.  I saw people for the first time how they became tipsy and up to the point they became wild.  In a fact that I don't usually see them that way.  But it was fun to see them that way.  So entertaining.  We were walking outside the walls of Intramuros, still my head is spinning round, round and round.

I don't get why some people over react when they became tipsy.  I always asking myself, Bakit ganun sila? Tanga ba sila bakit sila umiinom tapos di naman pala kaya mga sarili nila?  So hard.  Well, i don't want to be overreacting on the situation.  Even with smoking cigar.  All of us should be responsible with your vices.  We should know how to balance ourself with those vices.  The hell...

There were some who intimidate me.  I don't want to mention any names here.  I'll be quiet for now.  That person will suffer for sure.  (I'm to rude hah!)

Hay... matagal-tagal din ako hindi nakapag-update ng blog ko.  Actually wala pa rin ako sa wisho magupdate.  Buong Febuary wala akong na-post ni isa.  

I have many reasons why I don't update that much.  First things first, I'm too busy doing other stuff that would make me feel better.  Second, Wala naman talaga akong maisusulat na maganda.  I will update often.  I hope so...

I will update promise!  I don't want you to think that I left my blog life...

"Envy is the desire for another's traits, status, abilities, station, or worldly goods. It need not be associated with an object; its salient characteristic is the unfavorable comparison of one's own status with that of another.

Envy is one of the seven deadly sins in the Catholictradition. It is considered sinful because envious people ignore their own blessings, and focus on others' status rather than their own spiritual growth.

Envy is often confused with the Deadly Sin of covetousness, or greed, a desire for material wealth (which may or may not belong to others). Envy in its covetous form is forbidden by the Ten Commandments in the Bible.

In some cultures, envy is often associated with the colour green, as in "green with envy". The phrase "green-eyed monster" refers to an individual whose current actions appear motivated by envy. This is based on a line from Shakespeare's Othello."

This is according to wikipedia.

Bakit pa kasi nauso ang salitang ito.  Well, wala tayong magagawa nature natin yan.  Its just but cliche to think that most of us envy someone.  This could be in the form of the physical characteristics, talents, or some other stuff.  To know that fact that it is part of the 7 most deadly sin.  It is just that there is this someone that is threat to everything that we do.  I mean here that there is someone who will be greater that ourselves. 

Reality check-up:  Most of us hate people who are greater than ourselves.  We consider them sometimes as competitors or somethin'.  Wag na kayo mag maangmaangan.  Please be honest with yourself. 

I really admit that I like competition.  I want to be the best of all.  Eventhough I don't usually show it.  Madalas ako inis sa mga taong nagmamagaling [meaning: mas magaling sa akin ].  I consider them that way because they are threat to me.  Ewan ko ba kung bakit ako ganito mag-isip.  Ang sama ko. Pero siyempre may masasabi naman talaga ako eh.  Not that I want to be arrogant but what can i do? I'm only human.  I'm just being honest. 

The only thing we can do is to think that their are more people greater than ourselves.  Stop comparing with others.  Yun lang.  Kahit na mahilig ako magcompare.  I know what is on your mind, Eh bat nag-aadvice ka pa? Paki-alam mo.  Just kidding.  I'm working on it right now.  I always control myself not to express to much jealousy that might BLOW myself.  Kasi kung iisipin mo ikaw ang pinaka magaling, aba ano ka DIYOS?