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 Welcome
to my site! Well, I made this blog really do the best possible way
to express myself. I really have this mind set that I will do everything
to please everyone and yet we cannot please everyone. It's too complicated
really. I really hate disappointing people. Its just that I don't want
others to see my weakness. So much drama. I'll cut it down...
Another reason why I made this blog is to enhance my HTML skills.
To know more about the author read further...
Name:
MIGZ
Age: 18
Location:
Makati, Philippines
Occupation: Computer Engineering Student
(2nd year yeah!)
Affiliation: MICRO
[mapua integrated computer organization]
Others: Easy to deal with. Emotionally stable.
Don't usually depend on others. I'll try to solve it first, if not, then
that's the time I'll ask for some help. I don't have serious problems as
of now anyway. I'll tell you if I have one.
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This is my blog. I
have the right to do whatever I want with this blog. If you are not
interested with my writings; please leave. We have our own opinion on
things. I know I have problems in writing. I know I'm not that
good with my grammar. |
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Welcome
to my site! Well, I made this blog really do the best possible way
to express myself. I really have this mind set that I will do everything
to please everyone and yet we cannot please everyone. It's too complicated
really. I really hate disappointing people. Its just that I don't want
others to see my weakness. So much drama. I'll cut it down...
Another reason why I made this blog is to enhance my HTML skills.
To know more about the author read further...
Name:
MIGZ
Age: 18
Location:
Makati, Philippines
Occupation: Computer Engineering Student
(2nd year yeah!)
Affiliation: MICRO
[mapua integrated computer organization]
Others: Easy to deal with. Emotionally stable.
Don't usually depend on others. I'll try to solve it first, if not, then
that's the time I'll ask for some help. I don't have serious problems as
of now anyway. I'll tell you if I have one.
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DISCLAIMERS |
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This is my blog. I
have the right to do whatever I want with this blog. If you are not
interested with my writings; please leave. We have our own opinion on
things. I know I have problems in writing. I know I'm not that
good with my grammar. |
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Ang hirap talaga ng kalagayan ko ngayon. For the first time, I broke my record. 3 consecutive terms with failing grade plus (yeah! there's a plus!) 2 failing grades on the same term. I'm not yet finished. For the first time, take 3 ako sa isang course. Sobra-sobrang pagpapabaya na sa pag-aaral. I'm not like this back then (highschool i mean). I never failed anything. Yeah yeah! T'was highschool but who cares! I don't have this attitude of giving-up on things especially with my studies. I know my limitations but I really don't understand why I keep on failing. What thing could I be proud of if I suck with my studies? How could I be a millionaire?
Last night I was talking to my cousin. I can still remember she has the same dilemma which I am now experiencing. She said to me, "Di ka pa ba natuto sa kabobohan kong ginawa dati?" I answered, "Yun na nga eh."
I'm afriad to tell my dad coz' I failed again. I am worried to what things will happen to me. Will he remove some of my allowance? Would I be seeing him so strict for the first time? He always tells me to cut off some of my gimik hours to study my lectures and stuffs. The problem was I didn't pay attention to him. I'm worried 'bout failing my scholarship. My dad is a part-time professor at MIT. He is still working there because his children. To be free from the tuition fees and stuff. Sa madaling salita, scholar ako ng tatay ko. I'm afraid that the school would take it from me.
I'm also afraid on what he would say to me. Coz' last 2 terms when I first failed a course. He said, "Mahirap makakuha ng trabaho pag may bagsak ka. Sa SMART inihhihiwalay ang my bagsak sa walang bagsak." The way he says it that I'm destined to worked for SMART. I don't have any intentions of working there anyway. Last term, when I failed a course for the second time. He said, "Mahirap makakuha ng trabaho pag maraming bagsak." I'm afraid on what will he say this term when he knew that I have a failing grade and that I will take the same course again for the 3rd time.
After 3 more stick of cigar. I decided that I would only tell him if only he asked me 'bout my studies. I would be quiet and I would keep myself from mentioning anything that would lead the conversation to actually question me 'bout school. I would probably say, "Kasi di ko po talaga kinaya eh. Tsaka si SIR ANG po kasi yung professor ko eh. Alam nyo naman yun." My dad know actually how that professor kill students. LITERALLY. They are co-faculty up to now.
My cousin also said that, I should go back going to church. Maybe its a KARMA. Honestly, I don't go to church regularly since I graduated from Highschool. The only reason keeps me from going to church is that I would go to church with my family. Now, that we don't usually go to church, I better go there by myself. And I don't want to reason out that I would go to church only for me to pass all my courses. That's bad.
GJiMeL smoked at 5:04 pm
unite with me err!
Friday, March 17, 2006
Wish I was here....
I officially announced that it is SUMMER TIME!!!
Mainit na kasi! Sarap mag-PUERTO or even mag-BORA!!!!
Sarap magpantasya...
GJiMeL smoked at 11:25 pm
unite with me err!
Thursday, March 16, 2006
(Maaaring walang kwenta ang nakasulat dito pero para sa akin buhay ko'to)
"Nak, ang swerte mo! Di kami nagkamali sa'yo!"
Ito ang mga salitang aking binitawan sa aking anak sa MICRO na kasalukuyang babad sa alak.
Masasabing kong hindi ako nahirapan masyado sa pag-aapply ko sa MICRO. Di naman kami frat na pisikal ang sakitan. Sa amin kasi mentally ang laban. Pahihirapan ka ng todo halos maiyak ka sa hirap. Yun ang sabi ng karamihan sa sumali. Pero ako syempre di ako umiyak pero balak ko na nun mag-quit. Ang mga pahirap naman sa amin ay yung tipong utos-utos lang kung saan-saan. Mga kagaguhan nung umpisa pero paglaon ng panahon na aapreciate namin yung mga utos na yun. Napalakas ang aking loob sa maraming bagay na mahirap ipaliwanag. Na di ko rin makakalimutan sa aking buhay.
"We are not looking for the best! We make them!" Sikat na kataga ng aming organisasyon. Maraming aspeto ang nabago sa akin. Naging malakas ang loob ko sa bagay-bagay. As in kumapalkapal ang mukha ko. Sikat din sa amin ang tanong na "Ano kayo Diyos?" Sasagot naman ang isa sa amin. "OO, bakit!" Hay saya talaga...Di ako nagkamali sa pagsali. I will absolutely treasure every moment of my college life because of MICRO.
GJiMeL smoked at 11:55 am
unite with me err!
Sunday, March 12, 2006
"Ang korney pala ng buhay mo eh. Walang kabuhay-buhay. GRAY! Yuck!" Ito ang mga salita na nanggaling sa isang kaibigan.
Korney pala ako. Eh bat kasama mo ako palagi. Di ko lang maintindihan. Kung joke lng un. Aba jokes are half meant. Di ko maiintindihan kung bakit ganito ako mag-isip lately . Ang gulo ng aking isipan. May nagtatanong kung bakit bigla na lang daw akong nananahimik sa isang tabi. Di naman daw ako usually ganito. Marahil sa pressured lang ako sa mga ginagawa ko. Marami lang talaga ako iniisip. Mga iniisip na wala namang kwenta. Ang hirap kasing hindi mag-isip sa mga bagay-bagay na nakikita at nararamdaman ko.
Naninibago ako sa aking sarili dahil hindi naman talaga ako ganito. Nagbago na ba talaga ako? Marahil di ko patalaga kilala sarili ko ng lubusan. Marami pa akong di nalalaman sa mundo. Na- shashock lang ako dahil hindi talaga ako ito.
Nahihiya akong ipakita ang nararamdaman ko sa maraming tao dahil tahimik naman talaga akong tao. Mahilig mag-isa at mahilig mag-isip-isip sa mga bagay-bagay na maaaring mangyari. Kung baga madalas inuunahan ko na ang pag-isip bago pa man mangyari.
Gusto mo malaman kung ano ang nasa isip ko ngayon? Naasar. Nalilito. Nagagalit na hindi ko maintindihan. Basta ang gulo!
GJiMeL smoked at 1:45 pm
unite with me err!
The night was fun. A couple of hours or so was a fun yet very revealing beer session with my orgmates. 'Twas a good feeling to be having so much fun after a long nights without proper sleep. Of course up to now, I still don't want to sleep. Maybe because the effect was a blast. I'm a bit tipsy while I'm writing this entry. So sorry for my wrong grammar ang spelling if there is. I hope for the best.
There were lots of things on my mind right now. I can't explain why. There were many revelations I found out. I saw people for the first time how they became tipsy and up to the point they became wild. In a fact that I don't usually see them that way. But it was fun to see them that way. So entertaining. We were walking outside the walls of Intramuros, still my head is spinning round, round and round.
I don't get why some people over react when they became tipsy. I always asking myself, Bakit ganun sila? Tanga ba sila bakit sila umiinom tapos di naman pala kaya mga sarili nila? So hard. Well, i don't want to be overreacting on the situation. Even with smoking cigar. All of us should be responsible with your vices. We should know how to balance ourself with those vices. The hell...
There were some who intimidate me. I don't want to mention any names here. I'll be quiet for now. That person will suffer for sure. (I'm to rude hah!)
GJiMeL smoked at 1:49 am
unite with me err!
Friday, March 10, 2006
Hay... matagal-tagal din ako hindi nakapag-update ng blog ko. Actually wala pa rin ako sa wisho magupdate. Buong Febuary wala akong na-post ni isa.
I have many reasons why I don't update that much. First things first, I'm too busy doing other stuff that would make me feel better. Second, Wala naman talaga akong maisusulat na maganda. I will update often. I hope so...
I will update promise! I don't want you to think that I left my blog life...
GJiMeL smoked at 10:56 pm
unite with me err!
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